11 Desember 2011

I do believe in fairytales













Cinderella made me believe having a new mom is not a good idea and fairy does exist
Snow white made me sure about what cinderella made me believe and she made me believe a kiss is a magical thing
Ariel made me always look for mermaids everytime I went to beach and made me want to be one of them
Alice made me search for a big hole under the big tree
Belle made me believe its not a bad idea to love the imperfect
Jasmine made me believe there would be the real flying carpet and I could be able to ride it with my Aladin
Aurora made me believe that I dont have to search my prince charming, he'll come and find me

05 Desember 2011

nicholas sparks


You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.-Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Looking at Nicholas Spark’s quotes makes me happy. Nothing makes me happier than reading one of his books. I think he’s incredible and amazing and perfect and his wife is so incredibly lucky.
Anyway… I honestly blame Nicholas Sparks for my high expectations. No joke. I love every single one of his books and I can’t tell you which one is my favorite. They’re all amazing. They’re like fairytales. It makes a girl believe that there is a good guy out there waiting for you and that your Prince Charming is somewhere in the world. But each of his characters have flaws. His books show girls what true love is. His stories melt my heart more than any boy could. His books make me cry my eyes out sometimes too. Oh, and The Notebook has to be the best movie ever made. I could watch that all day. Sometimes, I think my standards and expectations are wayyyy too high. How could anyone ever meet them? And sometimes I feel bad about it. It’s hard to explain. I don’t believe in perfect boys, but I think that there’s one boy who is perfect for you. If someone asked me what my standards are, I could go on forever. I’m trying to lower them though. I’ve realized that I can’t have everything I want.

But at the same time… Why not? Why shouldn’t I have high standards? I deserve that. I deserve a boy who’s going to be there for me and who’s going to love me like no one else does. He’s going to prove to me that not all guys are bad. And he’s going to make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. He’ll love me for who I am. He’ll fix me where I’m broken, and he’ll complete me. I’m a sucker for love and fairy tales and weddings and cute couples. That’s what I want. I’ve grown up in a broken family and I won’t settle for less than I deserve. I don’t need another douche bag in my life. I’ll never depend on a boy to make me happy. I’m too strong for that. And I’ll never put up with a boy who isn’t truly there for me and doesn’t really love me. I’m better than that. And maybe I sound conceited or stuck up, but I deserve that. I don’t expect to get everything I want. But I know that they are boys like that. I see it all of the time. I’ll be happy and I’ll be in love with the most wonderful boy in the world. Because that’s what I deserve and that’s what every other girl deserves too. My mama taught me to never settle for less than you deserve.


06 November 2011

definition of fashion.

"Fashion is believing"
Every style that you wear is who you are
Every style that you combine is your heart
Every minute you walk with your own combinated clothes just believe that
THE SPOTLIGHT IS ALWAYS FOLLOWING YOU
 

don't let me go.


There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling

Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and againWe're growing apart but we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

good bye.



It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is GOODBYE :(
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by


All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong

Tell me I was wrong

 
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