don't let me go.

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling

Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and againWe're growing apart but we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

good bye.

It's a shame that it had to be this way

It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is GOODBYE :(
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

poem of dilemma

I want to hold someone. I want someone to hold on to me. I want warm long cuddles that last so long that it starts to become awkward. I want someone to trust. I want a friend I can turn to. I want to be able to love life. I want to be able to handle things when things don’t turn out the way I want. I want my parents to be proud of me. I want to walk on the beach with someone while holding hands and watching the sunset.  I want to feel pretty, not just look pretty. I want cute morning and goodnight text messages that never get old. I want to fall in love and have someone there to catch me.

what i want

"i want to remembered as the girl who always smiles even when my heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if i couldnt brighten my own"

what is sad

I felt sad, because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something that nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see people in your life break one by one