flashback

i look back on those days, last year. i look back on them and smile :) for the first time in my life, i trusted someone to be my everything. i guess deep down that trust is still there for you, should you ever decide the reason you walked away wasn't good enough. i'm not proud of it but you were my first love, my first heartbreak and all the tears, pain, anger, vague, conversations, rumours and new loves won't ever change that. so, i guess i'm hoping that you'll realize that trust is still there... that blind, puppy-dog trust that even when it's beaten, hurt, spat on and unreturned will still be there waiting patiently everyday. i know things are so different now... we aren't the same. but i can promise you baby, i'll always trust you even if it kills me.