11 Desember 2011

I do believe in fairytales

Cinderella made me believe having a new mom is not a good idea and fairy does exist
Snow white made me sure about what cinderella made me believe and she made me believe a kiss is a magical thing
Ariel made me always look for mermaids everytime I went to beach and made me want to be one of them
Alice made me search for a big hole under the big tree
Belle made me believe its not a bad idea to love the imperfect
Jasmine made me believe there would be the real flying carpet and I could be able to ride it with my Aladin
Aurora made me believe that I dont have to search my prince charming, he'll come and find me

05 Desember 2011

nicholas sparks

You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.-Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Looking at Nicholas Spark’s quotes makes me happy. Nothing makes me happier than reading one of his books. I think he’s incredible and amazing and perfect and his wife is so incredibly lucky.
Anyway… I honestly blame Nicholas Sparks for my high expectations. No joke. I love every single one of his books and I can’t tell you which one is my favorite. They’re all amazing. They’re like fairytales. It makes a girl believe that there is a good guy out there waiting for you and that your Prince Charming is somewhere in the world. But each of his characters have flaws. His books show girls what true love is. His stories melt my heart more than any boy could. His books make me cry my eyes out sometimes too. Oh, and The Notebook has to be the best movie ever made. I could watch that all day. Sometimes, I think my standards and expectations are wayyyy too high. How could anyone ever meet them? And sometimes I feel bad about it. It’s hard to explain. I don’t believe in perfect boys, but I think that there’s one boy who is perfect for you. If someone asked me what my standards are, I could go on forever. I’m trying to lower them though. I’ve realized that I can’t have everything I want.

But at the same time… Why not? Why shouldn’t I have high standards? I deserve that. I deserve a boy who’s going to be there for me and who’s going to love me like no one else does. He’s going to prove to me that not all guys are bad. And he’s going to make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. He’ll love me for who I am. He’ll fix me where I’m broken, and he’ll complete me. I’m a sucker for love and fairy tales and weddings and cute couples. That’s what I want. I’ve grown up in a broken family and I won’t settle for less than I deserve. I don’t need another douche bag in my life. I’ll never depend on a boy to make me happy. I’m too strong for that. And I’ll never put up with a boy who isn’t truly there for me and doesn’t really love me. I’m better than that. And maybe I sound conceited or stuck up, but I deserve that. I don’t expect to get everything I want. But I know that they are boys like that. I see it all of the time. I’ll be happy and I’ll be in love with the most wonderful boy in the world. Because that’s what I deserve and that’s what every other girl deserves too. My mama taught me to never settle for less than you deserve.

06 November 2011

definition of fashion.

"Fashion is believing"
Every style that you wear is who you are
Every style that you combine is your heart
Every minute you walk with your own combinated clothes just believe that

don't let me go.

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling

Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and againWe're growing apart but we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

good bye.

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is GOODBYE :(
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye


Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong

Tell me I was wrong

07 September 2011

poem of dilemma

I want to hold someone. I want someone to hold on to me. I want warm long cuddles that last so long that it starts to become awkward. I want someone to trust. I want a friend I can turn to. I want to be able to love life. I want to be able to handle things when things don’t turn out the way I want. I want my parents to be proud of me. I want to walk on the beach with someone while holding hands and watching the sunset.  I want to feel pretty, not just look pretty. I want cute morning and goodnight text messages that never get old. I want to fall in love and have someone there to catch me.

17 Agustus 2011

what i want

"i want to remembered as the girl who always smiles even when my heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if i couldnt brighten my own"

07 Agustus 2011

what is sad

I felt sad, because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something that nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see people in your life break one by one

08 Juni 2011

No one knows

People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head—the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.

23 Maret 2011


hi blog walking :) long time no see

i have someting interesting to share with you

Jadi gini ceritanya, kejadian itu terjadi pada hari sabtu tanggal 12 maret 2011, gue berangkat dari sekolah gue sama temen seperjuangan gue di astronomy yaitu ka ardhi, ais, hasan dan bagus tak lupa sang master ka firman. dari sekolah kita naik kopaja P.20 ke planetarium di kopaja gue duduk sama ais pas sampe di gondangdia gue dkk solat di masjid cut mautia dulu. barudeh ke planetarium buat ngumpul sama anak HAAJ
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 rombongan man 4 :3
trio kaca mata (ka firman, aku dan ka maya)

setelah proses registrasi selesai ada pengarahan sebelum pengamatan tapi karena langit tak mendukung akhirnya cuma masang teleskop terus pengamatan dalam ruangan :(

akhirnya pagi baru bisa pengamatan matahari, saturnus & venus deh

sebelum pulang foto dulu di depan gymnasium

You know that feeling ?

You know that feeling? When you're just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one's going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. And you're still wishing. And you're still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes
You're fighting.

22 Maret 2011

stop corruption in our lovely country "INDONESIA"

sekarang demo masih berjalan di titik" tertentu di jakarta. bukan di jakarta aja sih sebenernya. tapi di daerah juga. semua mahasiswa dan berbagai elemen ikut turun buat demo ANTI KORUPSI yang emang jatuh setiap tanggal 9 Desember. Puji Tuhan selama gw tonton tuh Breaking News, terlihat masih tertib dan aman" aja. malah yg d daerah Makassar aga ricuh.. =..='

"yang kaya makin kaya. yang miskin makin miskin.."

gimana indonesia mau makin maju kalo para pejabat kita masih makanin uang rakyat? cmon guys. pikir panjang! ntah sampai kpn masalah ini bisa selesai. tapi gw yakin, kalo para pejabat and petinggi masih punya nurani, mreka mau berubah.. daripada ngurusin hal yang ga penting, mendingan urusin soal ini dulu deh. ini jauh lebih penting daripada masalah prediksi kiamat sekalipun. haizzzz. =,='

places of love in earth

  helooow my lovely readers ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ
i wanna share something special for you, its about :
in the world







21 Maret 2011


yeah im back ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ
im sure you miss me, arent you?

18 Maret 2011


“Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me… it brought me to you … You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you’ll survive. That you won’t give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.”Titanic (1997)
"Soul mates. It's extremely rare, but it exists. It's sort of like twin souls tuned into each other." What Dreams May Come (1998)
“Love means never having to say you’re sorry.” Love Story (1970)
“I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with you” Dirty Dancing (1987)
“I love you. You’re my only reason to stay alive… if that’s what I am.” The Twilight Saga: New Moon (2009)
"I am just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her." - Nothing Hill (1999)
"When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with a person, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." When Harry Met Sally (1989)
“I’m too tired not to be with you.” High Fidelity (2000)
Being with you is the only way I could have a full and happy life. You’re the girl of my dreams… and apparently, I’m the man of yours.”50 First Dates (2004)
Tell me that you love me first because I'm afraid that if I tell you first you'll think that I'm playing the game.” – Love Me If You Dare (2005)
"Love is like the wind.. You can't see it, but you can feel it." A Walk to Remember (2002)
"You can't help who you love, you're not supposed to." Save The Last Dance (2001)
"Love? Above all things I believe in love! Love is like oxygen! Love is a many splendored thing, love lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love!"Moulin Rouge! (2001)
I'm warning you, if you take one step closer, I'm never letting you go.” – No Strings Attached (2011)
I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. “ – The Notebook (2004)
"If your not willing to sound stupid, you're not worthy of falling in love." A Lot Like Love (2005)
"I like you very much. Just as you are." Bridget Jones’s Diary (2001)
"2 weeks, thats all i took for me to fall for you"- Dear John (2010)
Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you. “ – P.S. I Love You (2007)

Spongebob: "What do you usually do when I'm gone?"
Patrick: "Wait for you to come back."

would you?

Today, someone got me thinking.  
Would you still love me if I had to take two seats on a plane?  
Would you still tell me I’m beautiful if I had a bad burn and it’ll never go away?
In all honesty, I think many of my friends would stop going out with me. It would be really hard to talk to people in school. As much as I would like to think that people like me for who I am inside, I know I live in a superficial (and messed-up) world and some part of us as humans cannot see past the surface. And that’s the crunch of ‘love’ isn’t it? The ability to commit no matter what comes along. And I think then, I won’t just be not good enough. I might be too much. Too much effort needed to love, too much strength needed to withstand the words that this unkind world will hurl, too much. So,  
would you still love me, just the way I am?  
Whatever way it is?

Pondok Matahari

13 Maret 2011

43 things wishes of a girl that she want their boyfriend knew

#1 when you break her heart, the pain never really goes away

#2 when she misses you, she's hurting inside

#3 when she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers

#4 when she walks away from you mad, follow her

#5 when she stares at your mouth, kiss her

#6 when she pushes or hits you, grab her tight and don't let her go.

#7 when she stars cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her

#8 when she ignores you, give her your attention

#9 when she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 when you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful

#11 when you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 when you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind

#13 when she's scared, protect her.

#14 when she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her

#15 when she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 when she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh

#17 when she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 when she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 when she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 when she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers

#21 when she bumbs into you, bumb into her back and make her laugh

#22 when she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 when she looks at you in your eyes, don't look away until she does.

#24 stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

#25 don't let her have the last word.

#26 don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better

#27 say you love her more that she could ever love you

#28 argue that she is the best girl ever

#29 when she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go

#30 when she says she's okay, don't believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 years later she'll remember it

#31 call her at 12:00 am on special occasions to tell her you love her

#32 call her before you sleep and after you wake up

#33 treat her like she's all that matters to you

#34 don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends

#35 stay up all night with her when she's sick

#36 watche her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it's stupid

#37 let her into your world

#38 let her wear your clothes

#39 when she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 let her know she's important

#41 kiss her in the pouring rain

#42 when she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is "who's ass am i kicking today baby?"

And the last #43 after she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

03 Januari 2011

narnia 3 VODT

soooo here is it the movie review of narnia 3: VODT!
well, i watched it last saturday. IT WAS super-ultra-mega-amazing and cool!
what i love about the movie are because THE STORY, THE CAST *yeah* and etc.
first, the story line!
actually i prefer the 1st movie: Narnia, the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe or the 2nd movie: Narnia, prince caspian than this 3rd movie, but I ALSO put it on my fave movie all the time!
why? cos maybe the 1st or the 2nd took place on the 'Narnia Island', not like the 3rd, which on a 'ship'
and, on the 3rd, not all of the Pevensie join, only edmund and lucy-oh, and their cousin, eustache.
second, the cast!
the casts are:

she's so cute and beautiful, eh? yeah, I LOVE HER! You're adorable, girl! ~(^.')~     :* xoxo

oh nooo...wait, who's him? edmund? I LOVE HIM! cekidot this photo:

oh, sorry. that's him on narnia 2:prince caspian, but its still ok, huh?
y r u so cool, dude? ~(^.^)~   :* xoxo

well, i'm not so adore him so, i'm sorrryyyy buut...no photo :'( sorry for you all if you're his fans. *especially for debby, sorry!*

4. etc! I mean, like the cast legend: Reepicheep, mr.tumnus, etc. yeah! you're all sooo fantastic!

well, i think that's all i can review. enjoy!

wait for the movie review from me, ppl!
i forget.
want one?

most recomended book :)

hey guys :) nice to see you again !
eh eh di post ini ya, aku mau nyeritain tentang buku dan komik yang 5 STAR bangeeeet
Start from BOOK:

1. Ulysses Moore
the best adventure book, i can say that. ceritanya tentang petualangan ke jaman mesir kuno, oleh Rick, Julia dan Jason. misterius abis. ada 4 buku yang baru keluar di indonesia. go get them!

2. The Naked Traveler
jangan salah tafsir dari judulnya guys. ini cerita-cerita perjalanan backpacker ke berbagai negara. seru kocak abis. ayo beli kawan!

3. Chicken Soup series
Series. Series pasti banyak, kan? Nah kalo chicken soup ini ada yang buat adult, preteen, teen, kids, dll. gue paling suka yang preteen. kenapa? karena sesuai umur gue wk. ok lanjut. buku ini bagus deh.isinya inspiring stories gitu. baguss banget deh.


1. Hai, Miiko!
Hai juga! *abaikan Komik yang sungguhlah bagus kawan. Tentang keseharian miiko-anak kelas 5. SERU ABIS! gue suka dari gue kelas 4 loooh

2. Detective Conan
Oke ini cerita detektif. keren! misterius kadang kocak juga hoho. Ayo beli kawan!

3. Mirumo de pon
The cutest comic ever! lo mesti liat itu peri-perinya keciiil banget. tentang keseharian manusia dan peri gitu. LUCUUUU

Well i think thats all guys! Maap banget itu gambarnya cuma di beberapa bagian doang. Hoho.


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